It has been a while since I've written. I thought I would catch up my life story real quick. I feel like I have to write on this thing to keep track of my life, like someone out there is religiously reading and hanging on every word, waiting and in agony until my next post. I'm sure that is so untrue. But that's how I feel sometimes.
I am well into school now, and not doing as well as I would have hoped. Life has happened. Doesn't it always?
I met a girl, her name is Arris and she was amazing, for a second. We met online, of course, and met at a Denny's. We spent 6 hours talking that night, and it took us forever to order. It felt like time didn't exist anymore with her. I liked it. Things got pretty hot and heavy for about a week and a half, then I met her boyfriend. That's right, her boyfriend. I knew about him before we even met in person, and I chose to chance it anyway. I knew I didn't need anything serious, and she couldn't have anything serious. Anyway, I met him, and he is... Weird. To say the least. He is about 6 foot tall, athletic and muscular, dark features, very very loud and abrasive. I can't handle him, he is too much. He has a bad energy. Which is funny considering he always talks of energy and whether people have good or bad energy. He is a scum bag.
Lindsey and I are seeing each other again. Not exclusively, but we are hanging out a lot and talking a lot, having mind blowingly good sex. It has been three months now since the break up. She is going to Colorado for 3 months this summer, June through August, to work for John and Allison. I'm really hoping that time apart will do us good. Help us figure out exactly what we're doing. But for now, we're both just enjoying each other, head to toe, in all our imperfections and simplicities. It is good.
She got really jealous of Arris, and that is when things started heating back up with us. We promised to be honest with each other from there on out, and that led into us discovering just how much we care about each other still.
Emily and I are planning a trip this summer, in June. She is driving out here for a couple of days, resting up and then starting on June 13th we are starting our road trip portion of the trip. We drive a couple hours outside of Phoenix to Roosevelt Lake to camp, swim and hike, leave the next morning at 5 am and head for the Great Sand Dunes in Southern Colorado. It is a 10 hour drive from the lake to there, and we will be stinky! That will be fun. We should reach the dunes around 4 or 5 pm, fuck around there 4wheeling, camp there, and finish out the rest of the 3.5 hour drive to Frisco the next day. We'll be there around 2 or three in the afternoon, and that night I am staying with my mom. The rest of the trip is to be determined kind of, but briefly, it involves two full days of Pride Fest, a Rockies game, lots of exploring Denver and the Mountains, time with my mom, nights spent with Lindsey, Tracks, Nederland, and of course at some point Linds and I have to hit up our favorite eating places. I really miss Denver when I think about it. It is a wonderful city. <3
