But You Won't do the Same.

So life has been insanely busy! I started classes this week (English and Psychology this semester. 4 Days a week total, only one class a day.) I am officially in my apartment and all unpacked, Just waiting on furniture! I've been in it for almost two weeks. That seems so crazy! It feels like yesterday I lugged all my things up stairs by my lonesome. I have a bed now. Thanks to my amazing sister who gave me one, AND I just got a kitchen table tonight! Yay work! They were going to throw it away so I snagged it :) Sure, it was disgustingly dirty and from a porn store.... But now it is clean and sparkly and in my dining room :) It looks so weird being the only furniture i have in the living room besides my TV& TV stand.
I also had my birthday almost a week ago. That was so much damn fun!! It was the most fun I've had in such a long time. I got a little drunk, went to dinner at PF Chang's with about 15 amazing people (With one exception... That's another story.) They snuck me drinks and I got even more drunk, had DELICIOUS dinner, and laughed harder than I have in forever!! It was the best birthday I've ever had, hands down.
Lindsey is as usual carrying on with life like nothing ever happened. She went to a "Ladies night" at a hotel tonight... AKA.. A gigantic lesbian party. Which is actually pretty awesome. I wish I could go to something like that. But it makes me really angry that she can just go on like this. Not be hurting or anything. She can make time for all her other friends but not me. I'm supposed to be her "best friend" that she's "ever had" but yet when we have actual plans for her to bring me the last bit of things because she'd be extremely close to my apartment tonight... She flakes, and wants to do it a different time. It just infuriates me that she says she wants to be real friends and best friends at that, yet she can drive 30 minutes away or go to movies or parties or clubs or dinner with other people, and when it comes to me, its' just not important enough for her to sacrifice her time or money. I don't need people like that. I'm becoming pretty close with some really amazing people here, and she is just bringing me down with her stupid positivity. I mean we were together for a year and a half. Is it too much to ask for a bitch to be a little depressed about us ending?

I gotta get laid.